Ok I am putting it all out here for you guys.
In 1995 I got hooked on crack really bad! I had a 300 a day habit!
I started working for an Escort sevice and was arrested for Prostitution.
I went to court and got 24 months probation,well I just couldn’t stop getting high, My P.O. sent me to a 28 day rehab…I left rehab w/o her permission and she locked me up on a probation violation.after 3 months I went in front of a judge who court stipulated me to complete the 28 day rehab…I did,,,,Then the P.O. and the counselors at rehab both decided that I needed to go to a long term facility! So I took my child in went into a 6 month program! This was not court ordered!!!!
After 3 months they were going on a trip to the cape,I told my BF that and they told me I wouldnt be going because I told him about it….Pissed off and feeling sad,I took my daughter and ran out of the facility….Hopped on a bus and never looked back…..I was arrested 2x after that but no warrants came up( I know there is one for a fact in the state I left from) It has been 12 years since that happened and I am now clean for 10 years have 2 kids ages 8 & 3 and am happily married…Thing is I want to go back to the state I came from..I also want to take care of this.. my husband is a long haul truck driver and is only home 4 days amonth…So here’s my deliemma….Should I tell him I want to go turn myself in and take care of this problem which has been haunting me….or do i stay where I am, live my life and forget about all my family and friends…….What do you think?